Picket Reports -- Clearwater, March 1997

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Clearwater Picket '97: One suppressive's report
[Jeff Lee, 09 Mar 1997]

From: shipbrk@gate.net (Jeff Lee) Newsgroups: alt.religion.scientology Subject: Clearwater Picket '97: One suppressive's report Date: Sun, 09 Mar 1997 08:05:02 GMT Organization: a.r.s. Central Committee Lines: 263 Message-ID: <5ftqvh$mk0$1@news.gate.net> NNTP-Posting-Host: tpafl2-26.gate.net X-Newsreader: Forte Free Agent 1.0.82 Xref: szdc alt.religion.scientology:162700
Well, we had a great deal of fun today. It was a long and eventful picket; following are the highlights of my day. (As I don't know if all of the picketers want to be referred to by name, I won't identify all of them in this message.)

We were joined by some locals and a few women from NOW, which brought our numbers to somewhere between 25 and 30.

I volunteered for the position as Xenu's bodyguard. Yes, the Galactic Overlord was there in all of his splendour -- bug-eyes, raygun and all -- and I stuck to him like a Body Thetan. His presence really enturbulated the Scientologists; everywhere he went, he was surrounded by a cluster of sign-waving culties.

Xenu tried to wave to passing cars, they stuck signs in front of him so passers-by couldn't see him. He tried to stand behind Jeff Jacobsen and mug for the TV cameras, they built a wall of signs to shield him from view. He walked close to the road, a car driven by people in Sea Org uniforms zoomed in to hit a puddle and soak him (and the Scientologists clustered around him) with water. They shouted in his direction, "What a kook. I don't know what they think that'll accomplish." (Well, that's obvious. People driving by, seeing an alien, will probably be more likely to watch the news to see what it's about than if they just saw a plain old picket. Duh.)

But what really infuriated them was the fact that he chose not to speak. At some point early on, we picked up the official Xenu Handler, a man named Joe Neill (spelling uncertain), who I've been informed is the OSA International East US Programs Chief. Every time Xenu passed, he'd thrust his videocamera in the Galactic Overlord's face and barrage him with questions: "What's your name? Why don't you take the mask off? Who are you?" He attempted to guess Xenu's identity a few times; his first guess was "Rogue Agent", his second was "Lawrence Wollersheim" (who was picketing not twenty feet away, his bare face hanging out for all to see), and his third guess was "Dennis Erlich". I told him to keep trying; eventually he'd hit it just due to the process of elimination. Fortunately, he gave up after that.

Their counterpicketing of Xenu was great; just one more manoeuvre in "Operation Foot Bullet". To the wog public driving by, the intermingling of signs meant that rather than two separate groups, there was just one large group of people picketing the Church of Scientology. Many of the signs were rather ambiguous, and others could easily be read as a condemnation of the Church of Scientology if one didn't know too much about their beliefs. (For example, "Police, get rid of druggies" in front of Scientology's building could very well leave the impression that the Fort Harrison is a den of substance abuse.) "Left foot: Ready! Aim! FIRE! Ow ow ow ow ow!"

Another one of their methods of making things difficult for us was to wash the Fort Harrison and the sidewalk in front of it. I must admit, I've never seen anyone try to clean the *stone* part of a building with a squirt bottle and rag before, as several Scientologists were trying to do today. And, as another critic mentioned, they must have been dumping dirt on the sidewalk, because the people with the hoses kept going over the same areas again and again. Well, either that, or they were horribly inefficient...

Of course, counterpicketers weren't the only diversion they had. They were also swearing in a whole bunch of Drug-Free Marshals, but the woman on the PA system had to order the children several times to pay attention to *her*. (It didn't strike me as particularly bright to get a whole lot of children -- who are inquisitive by nature -- and try to keep their attention on "theta" activities when there's a big commotion nearby.)

At one point, Xenu decided it was time to visit the WC. Feeling that the nearby police station would be a good place to go (polite intergalactic rulers don't use the facilities in restaurants without paying for food, after all), he and I set off. As we were later to discover, leaving the main picket site was like stirring up a hornets' nest. We were immediately glommed onto by our friend, Mr. Neill. He started up his usual line: "Who are you? Are you looking for publicity? Why don't you take your mask off and I'll give your real face all the publicity you can stand. Come on, why won't you talk to me? Did they order you not to talk to me? Are you afraid to talk to me? What's your real name?" About halfway down to where we had to cut across to the police station, he gave up and went back to the picket site. Awwww. However, I did get to tell him why *I* was picketing: because I strenuously object to the overproduction of marshmallows in the Nevada desert by the Zimbabwean government, and figured what the hell, this was close enough. He didn't seem to believe me; I wonder why. :-)

When we arrived at the police station, the receptionist was quite ... surprised by who walked in. In her words, "We've never had any of *those* come in here before!"

Rejoining the picket, we were immediately surrounded again. I must say, for people who claim to support free speech, they certainly had a propensity for blocking our signs with theirs, and for trying to shield the rest of the world from Xenu. He'd wave at a car, they'd thrust the sign in front of his face and hand. He'd bend down to wave under the sign, they'd move the sign down. Up. Down. Up. Down. So Xenu waved one hand high and one hand low. Oops, couldn't get the sign into two places at once! So from then on, they had *two* people in front, and two in back (as Xenu changed directions frequently). Yeah, free speech is okay as long as it's not about *them*, I guess.

And he attracted his share of verbal abuse. One woman came up to him and said, "You know what your problem is? You need a life." I looked at her sadly and replied, "So does Lisa McPherson." She practically ran away.

I got my own attention, too; however, as a person who was clearly subordinate to Xenu, he got the lion's share of it. Sylvia Stanard asked me my name; I told her it was L. Ron Hubbard. She didn't believe me either; these Scientologists suren't are a trusting bunch! (Tsk, tsk, tsk -- and they're the ones saying we should all trust each other!)

Once Xenu beamed back up to the mother ship, I picked up a sign and held it way up high. Immediately, I was a Very Important [to hide] Person. Boom! I got five or six followers before I could walk half the block. It was odd, though, because none of them could hold their signs in front of mine for very long. Perhaps that was because mine was made from very light materials, while theirs were rather heavy-looking. Tsk, tsk, tsk! Poor planning on their part.

Building on some of Xenu's fancy footwork, I faked them out a few times by turning around as though I were going the other way, then going back in my original directions. One of them (my chief handler) even grudgingly complimented me. "You've got some pretty smooth moves there." Well, yeah -- I'm a fencer. Tiring of their presence, I saw another group of critics waiting to cross the street to my side. I waited across from them, and walked into the middle of them as my handlers split around the sides. They kept going, I walked backwards to my original side. Oh well, they were replaced almost immediately by a new group.

Eventually, I went up onto the landing of one of the county buildings (which the cops had said was okay to be on) to distribute water and apples to the critics. Once the Scientologists came up there, though, the security guard for the building told us we had to all get off county property. (Interesting. Very interesting.)

They had told the police they would have five hundred picketers to surround us with, but our estimates ranged from 75 to 150. Not a terribly great turnout if they were expecting 500.

At one point, "Bill Winfield" and went off into the shade and listened to the OSA frequencies on Bill's scanner. It was pretty edifying; every time someone left the main picket area, there was a flurry of communications giving their positions, heading, and so forth. They were also taking down licence plate numbers.

When another critic arrived, we decided it was time to have some fun, and we set off for the former Clearwater Bank building. Immediate response: "We've got two guys in yellow shirts with big red SPs on the back, going towards the Coachman building. Is that all right?" (What, was the attractive lady with us merely chopped liver?)

Once we'd reached the former bank building, we decided to walk on down to the Sandcastle, the building to which a woman had (just one week ago) run from the Fort Harrison Hotel, and then after entering the Sandcastle had apparently continued on through, jumped down a six-foot sea wall, and was found wandering in the foot-deep water. We had a great time listening to them follow our progress, and they eventually recognised that our third member existed.

At one point, our shadow said "I think they have scanners." Bill shouted, "They do!" and he weakly reported, "They said they do." So we decided to have some more fun. We went up to a little glade in Coachman Park that has rather interesting metal sculptures of bipedal lizards, then split off into three different directions. The scanner turned into the audio equivalent of chickens running around with their heads cut off.

We also heard them reporting their progress as they followed cars out of the area, and little gems like "I've got one of your men here who's really slacking off!"

We eventually tired of playing with them, so we went back to our cars. When we were almost there, they finally figured out who I was. It was quite a delight to hear OSA talking about me on the radio; it made me feel like I'd finally become an effective enough critic to attract their notice.

We went back to the hotel.

Returning later in the evening for the candlelight vigil, we arrived in a rather staggered order, as our cars had taken different routes. Almost immediately, we were set upon by an OSA pair who tried to bullbait us and dead-agent the ones who hadn't arrived yet. Some of the critics started reading OT III off Steve Fishman's shirt, in unison, and the OSA chaps went away.

We had made an offer that we would conduct a silent march for just a few minutes, on one side of the street, and then leave -- if they left us alone. They didn't go for it, and swarmed the sidewalks with us, making it look like a huge vigil march for Lisa McPherson. They had many more people there than they'd had that afternoon. Had they all gone away, leaving us to walk around in an empty lot, we probably would have looked rather pathetic. With their assistance, however, we got a great show of support for our cause. "Right foot... Ready! Aim! Fire! Ow ow ow ow ow!"

And they showed their true face. I was walking with a blind woman who had a guide dog. At least five times, one particular man stood still directly in her path. Uttering a very insincere "sorry", he moved a couple of feet to the left, so that he ended up between her and the dog. He wasn't the only one who apparently found delight in harassing a blind woman; another woman took great delight in walking *very* slowly in front of us; when we turned around, she would scoot around us to be in front again, and slow down to her original pace. As the vigil was ending, a cop confronted her and practically tore her a new one. "I've been watching you walk slowly in front of this blind woman, then run around so you can be in front of her again. You ought to be ashamed of yourself! She's a blind woman, for Christ's sake! Do it again and I'll arrest you."

I was also several people were also hatted to handle me. They tried all the usual buttons: "Did you know Lisa? Did you care about Lisa when you were alive?" "Well, no," I said, "I didn't know her. But did a person in the forties have to know the Jews dying in Germany in order to care about them?" The girl who tried this one stopped in astonishment. "You're comparing us to the JEWS?" she exclaimed. I said, "Why not? *You* do..." Another critic behind me heard her discussing it with her friends afterwards: "That's ridiculous. The Jews were a race of victims. We're not." Yeah, girls, that's a lovely sentiment. But tell it to your public relations officers; they're trying very hard to paint a picture of Scientologists as victims.

We also had many people performing the highly mature act of blowing out our candles. "Just like you did to Lisa's life," one critic commented. It's really a pity that they thought so little of Lisa that they'd disturb a vigil held in her memory.

Gabe Cazares was there -- and was frequently the centre of attention for the television crews -- and we were also joined by some local people.

A really funny occurrence: two women were walking behind Steve Fishman, whose OT III shirt was printed on both sides. One woman asked her friend, "Is that really OT III?" "Don't read it!" commanded her companion. "It's copyrighted."

"Don't read it, it's copyrighted." Wow, that's just hilarious. Hell, all of the books on my bookshelves are copyrighted -- does that mean I can't read any of them?

When we finished the vigil, after walking away, they gave a big rousing cheer at having "driven away the suppressives." We actually picketed a few minutes longer than we'd originally planned to, so I guess their postulates weren't very effective.

As we reached the cars, we saw an OSA vehicle drive around and park to keep us under surveillance. A whole contingent of suppressive photographers surrounded the van and snapped away, flashbulbs a-popping. What fun!

After going back to the hotel, I took some critics out to see some of the Tampa night life. As I dropped them off at the hotel at 1 AM, we saw two OSA goons walking around in the parking lot -- including our old friend, OSA INT E US PGMS CHF Niell. We waved at him, he waved back. As I left the hotel, I drove by and called out, "Good night, Joe!"

Pity it was too dark to see his face.

-- 
Jeff Lee (KoX/SP5/INTJ)   shipbrk@gate.net   http://www.gate.net/~shipbrk/
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Re: Clearwater Picket '97: One suppressive's report
[Tashback, 09 Mar 1997]

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In article <5ftqvh$mk0$1@news.gate.net>, shipbrk@gate.net (Jeff Lee) wrote:

> At some point early on, we picked up the official Xenu Handler, a man
> named Joe Neill (spelling uncertain), who I've been informed is the OSA
> International East US Programs Chief.

Hey, I met Joe Neal (that's the spelling, according to Gary Scarff) (Hi, Joe Neal! Hi, OSA! Please don't harass my family, OK?)! He poked his videocam into my face and called me by name early on in the picket: "Hello, Leslie?" I asked how he knew my name, and he said, "Gary Scarff told me." Later I asked Gary about it, and of course he hadn't told Mr. Neal my name.

Gary and I then approached Mr. Neal, and I asked him to confirm: "You said Gary Scarff told you my name?" No, Mr. Neal responded, he had never said such a thing. He had known my real name because "you post as Tashback on a.r.s."

So apparently he had said, "You post as Tashback on a.r.s.," and I had misheard it as "Gary Scarff told me." Talk about MUs. Either that or CoS is into trying to put the scare into even fairly insignificant sort-of critics like me (it's easy enough to finger tashback@primenet.com as Leslie -- it's another thing to be recognized on sight by a smirking OSA person), plus having a little fun by trying to split up the ranks in a pretty inept manner.

Picket report: It's fun to make the Scns do fan dances with their signs by waving yours in a grand sweep -- but other than that, being surrounded and isolated by five or six hostile clams intent on silencing you and driving you away is harrowing and exhausting. I didn't hold up very well. Many others did -- my hat's off to everybody who went to Clearwater.

Candlelight vigil: I broke off early -- when they started blowing out candles, that was too much for me -- and went to stand under a tree with Doug Johnson, near some police, who can be an extremely comforting presence when you're surrounded by the seething hostility of Scientologists on a mission. From that distance, the scene was this: A wave of Scns, then one critic holding a candle, being harangued by Scns, then another wave of Scns, then another critic holding a candle, being harrangued, and the same thing over and over and over.

One odd, unexpected vigil moment: Before I broke off, a woman was giving me the standard treatment: "Did you know Lisa? I knew Lisa. Why are you doing this? I knew Lisa. Lisa wouldn't want this," etc. After trying such responses as, "Then honor her in your own way," which didn't elicit any logical reaction, I just turned to her, looked her in the eye, and said, "Please stop harassing me." And she did. She said, "OK," and she was gone. I'm not sure what to make of that.

One odd, telling vigil moment: A child said, "Mom, why are we walking back and forth like this?" Mom answered, "Because we're supposed to."

Tash


Interview on WFLA: 10 Mar 7:40 AM
[Jeff Lee, 10 Mar 1997]

From: shipbrk@gate.net (Jeff Lee)
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This morning, I was called by WFLA 970 radio and asked if I would talk
on the air about the picket in Clearwater.  Here's a transcript of the
segment.

I'm not sure which DJ was which, so I'll just identify them both as
"DJ".



DJ:  Big protest over the weekend, and then a protest of the protest,
     and with us this morning is Jeff 

       [delayed broadcast cut out here and I was put on live]

DJ:  took part in protest number one.  That was in the -- against the
     Scientologists in front of the Fort Harrison Hotel in Clearwater.
     Jeff, I understand there were about thirty of you all, and then
     about three hundred Scientologists showed up to protest what you
     all were doing, right?

JL:  I guess that's about right, yeah.

DJ:  I hear it was pretty abusive out there, verbally, huh?

JL:  It got that way, especially at the evening candlelight vigil.

DJ:  You had a candlelight vigil for Lisa McPherson, the woman who died
     and some are blaming the Scientologists for negligence in her
     death.  You mean they -- they interrupted this candlelight vigil?

JL:  They swarmed around us, they were blowing out our candles; they got
     even nastier.  I was escorting a blind woman; one guy would
     consistently stand in front of her so that she would bump into him,
     and when she did, he would move over so he got between her and her
     guide dog so she would have to back up against the crowd behind
     her.

DJ:  Are you a former Scientologist, Jeff?

JL:  I am not, no.

DJ:  Okay.  But you had some former Scientologists with you.

JL:  Yes, we did.

DJ:  And basically, what they were saying was that what happened to Lisa
     is nothing unusual; that they had also been kept in isolation in
     their rooms.

JL:  That's right; in fact, they -- the Church of Scientology does have
     policies which require them to isolate people, and not let them out
     until they tell their captors what they want to hear.

DJ:  Why are you individually anti-Scientologist.

JL:  I am anti-human-rights abuses; I am anti-neglect-and-abuse.  I got
     into this because of the Internet; they were attempting to shut
     down a newsgroup where people were talking critically about them.

DJ:  The Scientologists were.

JL:  Yes.

DJ:  Now, what was -- ostensibly, what was the reason they gave for
     being out there to protest -- the Scientologists?

JL:  Ah, let's see.  They had an "Anti Drug Awareness Day" -- I guess
     they're -- they don't like drug awareness or something...

DJ:  *Anti* Drug Awareness Day?

JL:  That's what the sign said.

DJ:  [both laugh]

JL:  But we put out a press release for this picket -- oh, over a month
     ago, and according to the police, they notified them of their Anti
     Drug Awareness Day two days before it happened.  So it was --

DJ:  So basically, that was an anti-protest protest.

JL:  Really, yeah.

DJ:  We just got word from -- I think it was the St. Pete Times had
     other pathologists who examined the findings of pathologist Joan
     Wood, who's the one who was in conflict with the -- she's the 
     Medical Examiner of Pasco and Pinellas counties.

JL:  Right.

DJ:  And they confirmed that indeed Lisa McPherson had been dehydrated;
     severely dehydrated, perhaps no fluids for the last five to ten
     days before her death.

JL:  That's right.

DJ:  And I'm sure -- of course, the Scientologists are saying that these
     people are just anti-Scientologist.  Do you all plan to do another
     protest, or anything similar to this in the future?

JL:  Yes; in fact, next weekend there will be protests pretty much all
     over; all over the US, and possibly in other countries as well.

DJ:  Jeff, have you felt the wrath of the Scientologists yet?

JL:  As a matter of fact, about a week before the picket, they -- I got
     a visit at my apartment at home from --

DJ:  Could you bang your phone?  Because we just lost contact with you.

JL:  Hello?

DJ:  They got ahold of your phone there.

DJ:  Hello there.

JL:  Hello?

DJ:  Yes, Jeff.  Can you bang your phone, 'cause we can barely hear you.

JL:  Okay.  [bangs phone, checks modular jack]  How's this?

DJ:  No.

JL:  No?

DJ:  No, this is the weirdest thing I've ever --

DJ:  I don't understand.

DJ:  -- I mean, we can barely hear you.

JL:  Huh.

DJ:  -- we ask if there's -- 

DJ:  Hello?

DJ:  -- been any retaliation, and we lose him.

JL:  Hello?

DJ:  Hello, we can barely hear you, Jeff.

JL:  Hmm, is this a sudden thing, or --

DJ:  Ahhh, it's just cutting in and out.

DJ:  It's just cutting in and out, and you're way back there in the
     background.

JL:  That -- that's weird.

DJ:  We appreciate your joining us this morning on AM Tampa Bay, and
     we'll keep an eye on the coming protests.

JL:  Okay.

DJ:  Thank you, Jeff.

JL:  Thank you.

DJ:  Jeff Lee with

      [radio station hangs up]
 
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Jeff Lee (KoX/SP5/INTJ)   shipbrk@gate.net   http://www.gate.net/~shipbrk/
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ARSCC picket KR
[Ray Randolph, 10 Mar 1997]

Comments: Authenticated sender is From: "Ray Randolph" Organization: Xenu Had Days Like This, Inc. Date: Mon, 10 Mar 1997 19:57:35 +0000 Subject: (Fwd) ARSCC picket KR Priority: normal
I was up at 4am on Friday, my plane left at 6:01 and I had to make the god awful drive to DIA. Fortunately, I'd spent the night in Lakewood, which was 20 miles closer to DIA than my home.

I had met with Lawrence the day before, and the plan was to just meet on the plane.

Now, you have to understand, I'm not any kind of a morning person at all. 4am is ungodly. I like staying up until 1am, going to work at 10am (I'm not doing that anymore, though) and the world may start turning, at my command, at approx. 11am. It was a long trip.

I was armed with wireless email, I sent updates via the wireless email. However, it wasn't as effective as I'd hoped. Although I hope it provided some interesting discussion for the irc folks. :)

The plane arrived in Tampa at around 1:30pm or so and we met Jeff Jacobson with the "Xenu Productions" sign at the terminal. At that point, Lawrence split off to go get a rental car for himself while Jeff Jacobson and I went off to Jeff's car. We drove into Clearwater and straight to the Fort Harrison.. It was at this point that Jeff and I discovered that the church was planning a childrens event across the street from the Fort Harrison. I seem to remember Jeff calling them "Fart Faces" which is a much nicer term than I would have used.

Here's my first live report from CW:


     Clams Build Playground on Picket Site

     Fri, 7 Mar 1997 14:29:31 -0600

     Hi! just got into clearwater.. First report: the church has built
     a temporary playground where we were going to picket. They are
     sheilding themselves with children. Scumbags.-Ray 

Jeff took me on a brief tour of Clearwater, showing me all the scieno owned hotels (The Diana? Did that name come from where I *think* it came from?). Neat stuff. The Howard Johnsons where we were staying was four miles from the Fort Harrison.

The OSA was really nowhere to be seen at this point. At least not highly visible, although some folks were seeing them here and there. You have to understand.. Spotting OSA isn't like spotting some secret undercover agent. When they're watching you, they WANT you to know that you're being watched. This falls right in line with L. Ron Hubbards "noisy investigation" policies.

Everyone was introduced and we all shook hands, got to see the faces of the people we've been talking to and get to know them in real life. Every single one of them was a pleasure to be around. Yes, even Steve Fishman... I rather like the guy. We were one block from some kind of nudie bar or strip joint or something, and everyone made jokes at Steve's expense about him sneaking out to go there at night. But Steve was laughing right along with the rest of us.

We went to the meeting that night to make the signs, meet with the Detective Miller and Ken Dandar, the attorney for Lisa's family. The meeting was definitely interesting. The CW police showed up and told us what could and could not be done. Unfortunately, the scummy church had decided that the CW police were in Cahoots with us, and that made the Officer a bit less willing to talk than he might ordinarily have been. The CW police were extremely professional. They informed us that as Jeff and I had discovered earlier, they were planning an "event" across from the fort harrison. They called this an "Anti-drug awareness program" (think about that) and claimed that there were going to be 150 of the "drug free marshals" (a CoS front) and boyscouts. (We never saw a single boyscout. Not one.)

In addition to their "event" across the street from the Fort Harrison, which was obviously designed to make us *look* like we were protesting a drug awareness event, they church also decided, rather spontaneously, that they needed to wash the front of the building that day. So we had our choice: picket across from the Fort Harrison and look like we're picketing a childrens drug awareness program, or picket in front of the Fort Harrison and get hosed down from their "washing of the building."

Here's the Live bulletin from that timeframe:


     Clams trying to block both sides of the street

     Fri, 7 Mar 1997 18:13:20 -0600

     We are all meeting.. Detective Miller, all the critics
     (sorry...too busy for names), etc. The "event" taking place
     across from the Ft. Harrison is being compared to Winter
     Wonderland and was organized 2 days ago. The church has gone to
     the police with "grave concerns" about their safety. geez. The
     "event"... is centered around children. They are also going to
     wash the building (the fort harrison)...so they are trying to
     block both sides of the street. -Ray 

The scientologist told the police that if we picketed the courthouse instead of the Fort Harrison, that they would leave us alone. If we insisted on picketing them, they would usher in 500 counter protestors.

We decided that there was no solution to this, that we could only play it by ear once we got there.

Here's the live bulletin:


     Co$ plans 500-strong counter protest

     Fri, 7 Mar 1997 18:45:45 -0600

     Ok on web page. Rod keller has pics we will try to get up. Latest
     is that scn has said that if we picket at the courthouse, they
     won't bother us. If we try to picket the ft. harrison...they will
     have 500 counter-protesters. They will be washing the ft
     harrison... 150 children across the street. We wonder if the
     children will like Xenu. -Ray 

Then Ken Dandar, the attorney for Lisa McPhersons Family showed up. He updated us on the Lisa story. Told us he was committed to bringing justice. He passed on a "thank you" from the family of Lisa McPherson. The only real new information that came out of this meeting was the information that Lisa McPherson had a scientologist boyfriend who continued to spend her money after her death, and that the medical officer at FLAG who had taken care of Lisa has now gone missing.

The Live Updates on this:


     Attorney for Lisa's family speaks to picketers

     Fri, 7 Mar 1997 18:58:26 -0600

     Ken Dandar is speaking to us. He is the attorney for Lisa's
     family. Telling us the story in his words... not much new to his
     version. Says Lisa had been dead for 6 hours before dropping her
     body off. Lisa's family thanks us for bringing this out. They
     thank netizens for the info. He understands that this case is
     going to turn into a crusade for him. "David vs. Goliath," he
     says..but he will not back down.-Ray 


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     Medical Director at Flag goes missing

     Fri, 7 Mar 1997 19:06:02 -0600

     Ken Dander tells us that Janice Johnson, Medical director at
     FLAG, has gone missing. Lisa M. had a boyfriend Kurt Payne (or
     Paine)..he was on Lisa's checking account and writing checks on
     her account after her death. -Ray 

We went back to planning for the picket and making our signs. More discussion was had about their plans to halt our picketing. Again, it was decided that there was no solution. We did, however, decide to send a group of pre-picketers early in the morning. The idea behind this was to make the scns think we were starting the picket, get them completely mobilized, and then split. Lawrence, Fishman and Touretsky (I think) were involved in this, and according to what I heard later, it was extremely successful.

Everyone retired for the evening. I was pretty tired and sore myself. I slept great right up until around 4-4:30am... Then the screaming in the parking lot woke me up. I got up to see what the noise was outside. I was rooming with Wollersheim, who woke up with me moving around in the room. Outside, laying face down in the parking lot, with his pants down to his knees...a man was screaming for us to come out of our rooms so that he could kick our asses. Wollersheim, being somewhat used to being op'd just said, "yeah..call the front desk, I'm going back to bed." I called the front desk and the man was arrested. The next morning, he returned to pick up a backpack he'd stored in the bushes the night before. When he saw me on the balcony watching him, he wished me good luck in picketing and he left via Taxi.


     A incident reminiscent of Miss Bloodybutt...

     Sat, 8 Mar 1997 06:50:20 -0600

     Good morning from cw! the wireless email was choking a bit last
     night..so we will do the best we can. check a.b.s. for pictures.
     In an incident that reminded me of Ms. Bloodybutt, a man was
     lying in the parking lot of our hotel this morning at 5am...with
     his pants pulled half down, screaming at us to come out of our
     rooms. I called security and went back to sleep.. Trying to find
     out what happened this morning..more soon. all notes have been
     recvd, and mesgs relayed. -Ray 

I asked the front desk for more details several times...but they couldn't provide me with anything.

Everyone left for the picket... I was the last to leave.

The picket was the freakiest thing I think I've ever experienced. I went armed with an AR8000 Radio Scanner, preprogrammed with the frequencies that the CoS is licensed with the FCC to use. I took an OptoElectronics Scout with me to pick up other frequencies they may be using as well. (It seems as if the folks in the CoS are not being entirely legit with their FCC licensing! A conversation with the FCC will shed light on this). I also had a wireless email system that was used to provide updates to Marina Chong who set up a temporary website with my updates from the line.

To explain a little bit about the technology.. The Scout hooks to the AR8000 (which is really just a scanner)... Then when a radio frequency activates nearby, the scout detects this and programs the scanner to receive that frequency. Well, it only took them half the day to figure out what I was up to. But I snagged every frequency they used there that day. Which was significant.

At the picket, the scientologists had their OWN signs. Signs read:


"Jeff Jacobson porno king"
"Keith Henson is a child molestor"
"Wollersheim: Peanut butter man" (funny story if you haven't heard it)
"Bigots go home" "Druggies leave Clearwater!" (I guess cuz we were
picketing a drug awareness deal?) "fight crime, not religion." (What
happens when one claims to be the other?)

Our signs:


"Scientology Murdered Lisa McPherson?"
"Killed at FLAG" (with picture of Lisa)
"Clear Today, Gone Tomorrow"
"Lisa's Blood on Scieno Hands"
"L. Ron Hubbards Cult of Greed and Power"
"Demand investigations into Cult criminal activities."
"Lisa wasn't the first."

The number of counter-picketers they said would be there had been greatly exaggerated at 500. The real number was much closer to 200. They organized the pickets via radio, if a "hostile picketer" wasn't having his sign blocked *completely* by the counter-protesters, they would order the ground units to route more picketers in his/her direction.

Things started out relatively hostile.. People hitting me with their signs, and surrounding me very closely so as to block anyone from the street from seeing my sign. The whole time, they verbally attacked me. The most frequent questions I was asked during the picket were:

1. Did you know Lisa?

(A. No.. Did you? Two or three actually said Yes... but one of the people who said yes, couldn't even tell me where she worked. And one of the other ones told me that I didn't have my facts straight and that Lisa was really killed in a car accident. She should tell her church's attorneys this.)

2. Who's paying you to be here?

(A. I paid my own way. In fact, I paid everyones way. I dropped 10 million in change to make this protest happen.)

3. What's your name?

(A. I refuse to answer that question. (at one point, however, a woman said to me, "you look like a.....Ray... I think I'll call you Ray." I told her I thought she was attractive.))

I tried to listen to the radio to see how they were controlling the picketers, I was *moderately* successfuly in doing this. Enough so that I soon figured out that if I "took a rest" that everyone would be re-routed to deal with other picketers, I could pick up my sign and get maybe a good solid minute without being bugged while the OSA goons routed the picketers to me.

About 2/3 of the way through the picket, I was walking along (I took more frequent breaks than most other folks, as my rib was really hurting me.) and I heard on the radio, "We've got a guy with some radio equipment down here.. looks like maybe a scanner." I looked around to see a member of the Sea Org standing about 20 yards away from me reporting my presence and my radio equipment to the "controllers." I made it clear to him that I could hear every single word that they said... And they were none too pleased about this. At first, they attempted radio silence. This lasted almost three minutes, if that. They *had* to have their radios. So instead, they gave me my very own shadow so that they could see what I was doing with the information that I heard. The radios deeply enturbulated them. There were two other scanners in use during the protest. Making a mockery of their "controllers" became quite the fun little game.

I can't forget to mention Xenu. Xenu walked up and down the sidewalk blasting people with his raygun. It's safe to say that the cult did *not* like Xenu! They surrounded him with people, so that passing cars couldn't see him and whenever someone tried to take a picture of him, they would entirely block Xenu from view with their picket signs. Xenu WAS seen, however, and was immensely popular. Although apparently, the lower level scn's were being told that the "Xenu" stuff wasn't really in OT3...that that was "A lie made up on the internet." Boy are they in for a shock. When one scientologist told me that the OT3 we had on the net wasn't OT3, I asked him why people had been sued for posting it. His reply, "they got sued because they were lying." Hmmm. Maybe I was talking to Elliot Ableson and I didn't even notice.

It was rather exciting to be harassed by some of scientology's best. Joe Neil (who knew who I was and told me so) who is head of OSA INT East US or some such cryptic nonsense position. Suffice to say, he's one of their bigger, more naughty spooks. I got the Mike Rinder death glare for my "scientology murdered Lisa mcpherson?" sign. I did NOT get to talk to Leisa Goodman, which was truly sad. The highlight of the whole event for me was getting "handled" by Sylvia Stanard, this little cow of a woman is about the most vile, cretinous little blob that I think I've ever had the displeasure of conversing with. She flatly denied that Xenu was part of OT3 and for the most part, her job seemed to be to get in our faces and bullbait us.

There really wasn't much more to the protest than that. People following around and making asses of themselves. The message that came across to all involved was, "JOIN SCIENTOLOGY, LEARN TO BE AN ASSHOLE."

In about the last hour of the protest, the adults became tired and they started recruiting the children from the drug free marshals events.. We saw a 10 year old picketing with a sign he didn't even understand and a 15 year old. Pictures are available.

We all left the picket, went to dinner did various funstuffs and then met back at the courthouse for the Candlelight vigil. It was dark and the mood had changed considerably. We walked across Fort Harrison blvd into the gauntlet of cameras from the media. At least one of which was Inside Edition. The scientologists came across the street out of the fort harrison and "milled" on the sidewalk. We were walking through a huge crowd of scientologists. They had apparently heard about my broken rib and two large men on either side of me coordinated rather obviously to bump into me, driving my own arms into my ribs. They were making no secret of what they were doing, either. It was purposeful, and they *wanted* me to know it. The pain was excrutiating, but I wasn't about to give them the satisfaction of complaining about it. If medical problems develop as a result, I'll sue the CoS. :)

I spent most of the time walking behind Gabe Cezares(sp?), the ex-mayor of Clearwater who had his share of run-ins with the church. They yelled at me, called me names, "bumped" me, stepped on my toes, blew out my candle, and did *everything* that they thought they could get away with in light of the police presence. However, one thing was very clear... had the police not been there, we'd have been seriously hurt. One man who blew out my candle three times was finally taken aside by a police officer who told him that if he saw him do it again, he'd be arrested.

Ron Newman and myself were the first to leave the candlelight vigil. I simply told them, "I'm done, you can go now" and they pretty much did (well, sort of. They shifted focus to Ron Newman instead of me). Two OSA agents approached Ron and I and asked if they could come with us after the picket. I told them no and asked why they never sent any cute, female OSA agents to bother us. To which they replied, "you let us come with you, we'll bring women." The other guy pointed at the crowd and said, "we'll bring a lot of women. whoever you want."

It's hard to take it seriously... I can't believe their request to "hang out" with us was serious, much less the offer of giving us women. Either way, it's still pretty offensive that they think of their fellow churchgoers that way.

Does this sound like a religion that YOU would want to belong to? Here was an organization that sells itself as being an advocate of freedom, and they did everything they could to stomp on ours.

We left that night and the white van followed us out. We went and watched movies, the news, ate pizza and drank beer. Although I'm sure they figured we were doing something far more suppressive. It was satisfying to know that we kept them working long after we'd started playing.

Several hints were dropped throughout the day that there would be another picket on sunday. This was just a bluff, but they fell for it pretty heavily. The scanner indicated that their watchtower people were back in position watching for "SP's" early sunday morning. Someone called Lawrence Wollersheim on the phone in our room as I was walking out the door. Lawrence answered and the individual on the other end claimed to be me, wanting to know "what the plan was." Lawrence said that they had my voice down pat. Another individual called about 20-30 minutes later claiming to be Steve Fishman, wanting to know "what the plan was". It wasn't Steve. Both imposters were told that we were picketing the Fort Harrison later that day.

The white van was omnipresent. They'd taken a picture of Arnie Lerma, turned it into a mask and the driver of the white van was wearing it. The individuals in the van were the same OSA agents that offered Ron Newman and I the women the night before. Maybe they just wanted to be our friends. They did seem lonely.

We kept up the "second picket" charade right up until the last minute, even when we were climbing into the car to go to the airport, Lawrence yelled, "do you have the signs? Ok... we'll see ya there!" The white van followed us, providing exactly what we wanted. They soon figured out they'd been duped and turned around.. hopefully to find that their other targets had slipped out the back.

This stuff is all from my perspective... I have tried very hard not to tell *other peoples* stories here, as we all have our own, and I hope that the others will take the time to write up their ARSCC KR's.

Lessons learned in a nutshell:

1. These people are dangerous. Even the publics can display cult-think to a truly frightening extent.

2. Sometimes police *really are* our friends. Sometimes.

3. If you give hundreds of thousands of dollars to certain churches, they'll teach you to be an asshole.

4. Sea Org chicks... well... nevermind.

5. P.T. Barnum was *way* right.

-Ray

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Clearwater: Preliminaries
[Prignillius, 11 Mar 1997]

Date: Tue, 11 Mar 1997 05:15:27 -0700 (MST) Subject: Clearwater: Preliminaries
March 11, 1997
[from Prignillius]

The adventure began as I was doing my final packing on the morning of Friday the 7th. One of my sisters called and said she had just been talking to a friend of hers, who I'll call Gloria, a woman I consider to be very sharp.

      "Gloria asked me, `How does he know that the people organizing the picket aren't just undercover Scientologists in disguise?' and I didn't have an answer for her. So I became just as worried, and decided to call you and see what you had to say about that."

      "Well, after a couple of years on the newsgroup, you can pretty much tell who's who."

      "On the Internet, nobody knows you're a dog," she countered.

      I chuckled. "Besides, why would they picket their own Church when they obviously hate it so much?"

      "No, there won't be a picket. They'll just lure you down to their headquarters claiming there's a picket, and then take you off some place and kill you or something."

      "No, there's really going to be a picket. The same person who organized it last year is doing it again this year. I've seen the pictures of last year's picket on his web page. There's been a press release, and in addition, both the Tampa Tribune and the St. Petersburg Times have mentioned the picket and the Candlelight Vigil in several articles, many of which I've read directly on their web sites.

      "Furthermore, last year the critics only had 11 people show up and nothing happened. This year we're supposed to have 38, so I can't imagine they'll dare try anything. We're just going to be too visible."

      She was genuinely relieved at the non-defensive facts I presented her with.

      "OK, I'll call Gloria back and tell her."

When I related this story to my Mom on the way to the airport, she mentioned that a close friend of hers had also expressed concern for my safety when she had heard where I was going. I think my Mom was actually looking for some reassurance herself, so I repeated to her what I had told my sister, beginning to feel like maybe I was an "effective critic" after all, a fact which she confirmed.

      "So you can see you've done your job pretty well at convincing us about Scientology."

As I went through the metal detector in the airport, I was very surprised when one of the security guards gave me a big smile and said, "I *really* like your T-shirt." She was in her fifties, and looked like the type who never would have heard of Scientology, although there is an org in our town. Maybe she had a relative in it or something. But I sure never expected anyone so far away from the picket to make a comment.

      "I really like it, and I agree with it completely."

My concerned sister and her boyfriend had helped me custom-make a couple of T-shirts. There's a new kind of paper you can put into a color printer, print out a design, and then iron it onto a T- shirt.

So we did the whole thing up in Corel Draw. My T-shirt said, "Hey Scientology! Stop Hurting People!"

The "Stop" was a big red stop sign centered right on my Prignillian belly, and I did the "Hurting" in a font called "Creepy," that looks like haunted-house-blood-dripping letters. I also made the word the color of dried blood. It looked real professional, a lot better than I ever could have done with fabric markers, which was the approach I was originally going to take.

I recommend this transfer paper to anyone who wants a real nice T- shirt for a low price.

The rest of the trip to Clearwater passed without further encounter or comment, but I noticed many people stared at my shirt, and none of them seemed to react negatively.

I had been instructed in secret ARSCC email to meet my fellow SPs in a conference room at the hotel where most of the demonstrators were staying. I was wearing one of my T-shirts, so there was no paranoia as I approached the crowded "war room" which had several people hanging about outside the door.

I thought I recognized one of them as Ron Newman, but I wasn't certain, as I hadn't heard that he was planning to attend the picket. I approached him anyway, however, and asked him his name.

      "I'm Ron."

      I smiled.

      "I thought I recognized you from the picture on your web page. I'm Prignillius."

As we shook hands, he did a gratifying double-take (I had expected to surprise some people when I showed up and was actually a real person) and then he introduced me to one of the people I had most hoped to meet, Tashback. It was my turn to be surprised, as I had no indication that she was planning to attend. I had just hoped she would.

Ron continued to introduce me around. (One suggestion to Jeff for next time: I think name tags would have been a good idea.)

I won't try to list all the people who were there, as I know I'll leave some out and piss somebody off, and everyone's attendance was important. But I'll try to drop names throughout my report to try and give at least some feeling for who was there.

It was really nice meeting so many people who have been such a big part of my life for the past two-and-a-half years.

I was (in a way) surprised by how different it is to actually meet people and interact with them rather than just typing messages on a.r.s or IRC. I ended up liking people that I had perhaps been somewhat turned-off by on-line. For example, in spite of everything I know and/or think about him, I couldn't help liking Steve Fishman. He's a warm, friendly and funny guy, rather unassuming and non-egotistical. I'd say similar things about Gary Scarff. I also found a lot more camaraderie with Arnie Lerma than I had expected.

I still didn't warm much to Lawrence Wollersheim, who seemed to feel like because he had bothered to show up, he was now in charge of leading and organizing the demonstration.

I spent most of the evening pasting poster-sized signs onto posterboard with Jeff Lee. I had apparently arrived late enough that I had just missed Dell Liebreich's lawyer, who had expressed his encouragement and thanks for what we were doing.

There was much good socializing, and everyone was open and friendly. I had some particularly enjoyable conversations with Ray Randoph, Keith Henson, Mark Dallara and a guy named Doug (who ended up attending the vigil in full Scottish regalia, to honor the McPhersons).

Jeff Jacobsen (and Lawrence Wollersheim) laid out the game plan for the following day. We would try to picket right in front of the Ft. Harrison Hotel, but Jeff had the word that they were going to be washing the front of the building, so we might have to picket in front of the small park across the street.

However, the park was the scene of a kiddie fair the Church was putting on to commemorate "Drug Awareness Day" or somesuch crap. So we didn't really know where we would march, but we decided to start right in front of the hotel.

A few more signs, a little more socializing, and then it was back to my hotel for bed.

The next morning, all of us (including Xenu!) met in the parking lot of the hotel at 10:10 AM. We actually got away on time, carpooling to the courthouse. I had the pleasure of sharing the ride with Dean Benjamin, whose company I greatly enjoyed.

We had practically no sooner driven up and parked next to the courthouse when an OSA goon came over and started filming us. I saw this guy several more times during the day (and early the next morning at the hotel).

We got out our signs and Mark Dallara distributed water bottles. Most people left a few minutes early for the Ft. Harrison Hotel, but Jeff J. and I stayed behind at the courthouse until the stated time in case any locals showed up (they didn't, but NOW had some members who showed up at the Ft. Harrison, chanting "Scientology, you're a lie! You don't care if women die!" , a sound-bite that made the 6:00 news).

As we were waiting on the corner, a guy drove up looking for Arnie Lerma (who was already over at the Ft. Harrison). The guy said he had something he wanted to give to Arnie. Jeff agreed to meet him around the corner behind the courthouse.

As Jeff walked off, I was concerned, remembering the exhortation he had made for us not to wander off anywhere alone, not having any idea who the stranger was who had just driven up, wondering what he wanted to give to Arnie, thinking about the Church's love-affair with bombs.

      "Are you going to be all right, Jeff?"

      "Yeah, I think so."

      Then he thought for a second.

      "Well, I'll stay where you can see me."

This ended up being untrue, as a few minutes later he disappeared around the back end of the courthouse. I was worried, but held my ground, holding my sign out and getting some good honk feedback from the passing cars.

Before I could get too concerned about Jeff, he reappeared. It turned out what the guy wanted to give Arnie were some really funny and well-done signs, one of which said "BTs Are Forever" with some great drawings of BTs. He was apparently ex-OSA, and was afraid he'd be recognized. (I also heard later from another source that he may be posting to a.r.s soon.)

At that point, Jeff and I decided no one else was going to show, and we started for the Ft. Harrison.


Re: Tampa Trib:picket crashed
[H. Keith Henson, 10 Mar 1997]

Newsgroups: alt.religion.scientology,fl.general,fl.news From: hkhenson@netcom.com (Keith Henson) Subject: Re: Tampa Trib:picket crashed Message-ID: <hkhensonE6uGG1.515@netcom.com> Followup-To: alt.religion.scientology,fl.general,fl.news Organization: Netcom On-Line Services X-Newsreader: TIN [version 1.2 PL2] Date: Mon, 10 Mar 1997 20:19:13 GMT Lines: 69 Sender: hkhenson@netcom3.netcom.com Xref: szdc alt.religion.scientology:162956 fl.general:3644
Brent Stone (bstone@dweeb.com) wrote:

snip

: The countermeasures at the candlelight vigil sure didn't leave any : doubt about their feelings. Nobody could have orchestrated a better : picture than the one of a "religion" blowing out the candles of those : that care about Lisa and others like her. Then to pretend to the : press that Lisa would have wanted her death to be ignored has to : come through to any observer as just the self-serving sleaze that : it was.

: All in all, they showed their own face far better than anyone could : have done without so much help from their own "tech" in action.

No kidding! However, I must say that the clams are remarkably *reliable* in that they have made damaging responses in every case I can think of. (This is formally known as Operation Foot-Bullet.)

My experiences were a little different from those the others have posted, Scientology *still* can't get my DA pack tuned up right. Long as they are working on me, they really should research the "Eco Raiders." Jeeze, even the LaRouchians did a better job. (Sorry fellows, but "Child Molester" is a flat button, your are going to have to do better than that. Can't get anyone to talk about what happened to the ********? Try harder.)

Anyway, at the picket I had three computer knowledgeable ones assigned to me who were trying to find out why Scientology so screwed up in "handling" the net. I told them, and gave them plenty of pointers to find out more. To see how many were assigned to me I took off on a trip around the block, first time I lost them and *seriously* inturbulated a mess of Sea Org members who stay in the apartments in back of the Fort Harrison. Next time, they went with me and I related the TomK/LindaW story and how that led to so many people coming into a.r.s. One of them knew where the "lurid sex blood crimes" quote came from, so it was a bit hard for them to consider scientology guiltless there. They are going to have a rather long Knowledge Report to turn in, especially after I took them to lunch. :-). They seemed to be quite disturbed about a lot they learned from me, especially my conclusion that scientology and the net are by their nature incompatible. Knowing (as they did) that the Net/Web is the future, they came to understand that scientology does not have one.

At the vigil I had three women assigned who stuck with me the entire time. They were either playing good cop to the roving ones who were acting nasty or they were genuinely embarrassed by the bad behavior of many in the scientology crowd, snapping at them and telling them to back off. The three of them seemed to be about as upset at my resignation to the nastyness of scientologists being expected as they were to the jerks blowing out the candle I was carrying in the vigil.

They concentrated on trying to get me to admit that some of what we read on the net might be corrupted from "source" and wanted to take me off to where I could read the words Hubbard said on such subject as using the courts to harras or "lurid blood sex crimes" in the original. I turned them down, but suggested that if they could find places where Hubbard was being misquoted on the net, they should correct them. None in the night group were computer knowledgeable--this might have been the result of my corrupting effect on the previous group.

At the end of the vigil, one hyper aggressive woman was getting in my face so much that I went nose to nose with her--she was exactly my height. She quickly started blinking. They sure don't train them like they used to.

All together, it was a *most* exciting weekend, at least as much as white water rafting. As long as CoS Clearwater provides so much action, I the think ARSCC could raise the price for Adventure Tours to Clearwater and even more people would sign up.

Keith Henson


Re: Tampa Trib:picket crashed
[Tashback, 11 Mar 1997]

From: tashback@primenet.com (Tashback) Newsgroups: alt.religion.scientology,fl.general,fl.news Subject: Re: Tampa Trib:picket crashed Date: 11 Mar 1997 02:05:02 -0700 Organization: Primenet Services for the Internet Lines: 32 Message-ID: <tashback-1103970220350001@ip-20-015.phx.primenet.com> X-Posted-By: @206.165.20.15 (tashback) X-Newsreader: Yet Another NewsWatcher 2.1.2 Xref: szdc alt.religion.scientology:163024 fl.general:3648
In article <33242c5a.1358734@news.accesscom.com>, bstone@dweeb.com (Brent Stone) wrote:

> This may be one of the few cases I've seen where it is actually
> possibile to screw up by underestimating the intelligence of the
> average person. Even most politicians slinging mud don't blow it
> this badly.

Yeah, I have a little anecdote that can back that up.

Apparently their orders were to block the picketers' signs, so that's what they did -- without thought. I was carrying the sign with Lisa's picture on it, and the caption "Lisa McPherson, 1959 - 1995: Why?" The Scns around me were trying to block it at all times, and at one point, I noticed that beside us, three people in a car stopped at a red light were looking in the direction of my clam-cluster. So I tried to maneuver my sign so the folks in the car could see it, and the Scns around me immediately maneuvered their signs to keep them from seeing it. The Scientologists' antics seemed to intrigue the people in the car even more, and they started moving around and craning their necks to see what my sign said.

That's the message CoS delivered to the people in that car: A bunch of Scientologists trying to block a sign from their view, when they were *obviously* trying to read it. When I was finally able to poke my sign around the Scn-signs, and the folks in the car were finally able to see it, they cheered it.

And the one reprieve I got from the Scn sign-dance was when a local anchorwoman with camera crew asked one of the Scns in my cluster, "Why are you trying to block her sign?" I suppose they went over to talk to her, because I was left alone for a minute or two after that. I can only wonder what their answer was.


Clearwater: The Picket
[Prignillius, 12 Mar 1997]

Date: Wed, 12 Mar 1997 01:46:55 -0500 Message-ID: <199703120646.BAA21635@porky.athensnet.com> Subject: Clearwater: The Picket From: dustman@athensnet.com (Dustbin Anonymous Remailer) Comments: This message was forwarded by an automated remailing service. Please report misuse to <dustman@athensnet.com> Newsgroups: alt.religion.scientology Mail-To-News-Contact: postmaster@nym.alias.net Organization: mail2news@nym.alias.net Lines: 265 Xref: szdc alt.religion.scientology:163232
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March 11, 1997
[from Prignillius]

I was emotionally prepared for the picket, unlike some of the others. Maybe some of the critics were expecting it to be like the pickets of smaller orgs they had done. Or to be like last year's Ft. Harrison picket. Since I had never been to a picket before, I based my expectations on what I know of the Scieno mind-set, and fully expected to be hassled and "bull-baited."

And I was not at all disappointed in that respect, although I would rather have been. (Actually, there was less right-in-the- face sneering than I expected. I guess it's mostly because the cops strictly enforced that everyone keep moving at all times.)

When we got there, we found that indeed the Scientologists were washing the front of the Ft. Harrison Hotel, and although I didn't see them try to dowse anyone, they were definitely trying to flood the sidewalk with soap suds. I read in a newspaper article the next day that the police had required them to stop this activity, so we were able to picket the entire day directly in front of the hotel.

Some people, particularly Arnie, Fishman and Gary Scarff picketed across the street in front of the park. I and most of the other picketers stayed solely in front of the hotel.

When we arrived there were already at least 100 Co$ counter- picketers lining both sides of Ft.Harrison Avenue, carrying signs that said negative things about drugs and crime, and also things like "Keith Henson Child Molester" and "Arnie Lerma Deadbeat Dad" and other untrue DA comments of equal originality.

As I passed an echoing tunnel that led deep into the guts of the Ft.Harrison Hotel, it disgorged at least another 75 counter- picketers, including their one token black member, who they proudly put on display.

The critics were swallowed up in a crowd of milling Scientologists, each of us making a little knot of turbulence wherever we went. I would say each of us was surrounded by an average of 6 Scientologists.

Their favorite trick was to try to get between you and the curb, one in front and one in back, and match your pace exactly. If you speeded up, they'd speed up. If you slowed down, they'd slow down too.

One of my favorite things to do at the end of block was just to keep walking, forcing the keeper in front of me to walk into a yucca plant that was growing there. Then I'd quickly wheel around and start back the other way. Petty, I know, but I had to get some kind of comedy relief.

At the other end, I'd usually confuse them, so they'd turn around and I'd be the one to keep walking, getting a good clear shot at the passing cars with my sign and my T-shirt.

One bitch (excuse me, ladies, but she really was) got in front of me and then stopped dead (which is totally against the rules of picketing, BTW). In my effort not to smash into her, my arm brushed lightly against her back.

She turned to me with a cold snarl and said loudly, "Please don't touch me!"

I must have made an impression on them, because I had my own personal handler for at least an hour and twenty minutes of the picket, from maybe noon to 1:30 or so.

He was an Australian, whose name might have been Steve. He was very persistent, and tried many things to get me to talk to him. The only thing I counted accurately was the number of times he asked me what my name was. He asked me this eleven times during the course of our "conversation." He also asked me where I was from at least five times.

He tried all kinds of stuff to try and get me to react, pushed every button he could think of. Many of his comments were rather friendly. He suggested we go somewhere for a drink. He asked me if I liked Harleys (he was wearing some kind of Harley T-shirt). He asked me what kind of beer I drank, if I'd ever tried Foster's, and recommended it.

      "That Foster's is fucking good beer."

He used the "f" word a lot.

I had better luck than most of the others getting my sign viewed. I grew up in a loud family with many children, and I also did some stage acting when I was a teenager, so I have a really loud voice when I choose to use it, genuine Tone 40. When picketers blocked my sign, I yelled (at the absolute top of my voice), "Look! Scientology is trying to block free speech!"

My handler picked up on this, and soon every time I yelled it, he'd yell, "Look! Scientology!" and point around enthusiastically.

Well, I'm at least as smart as any OSA stooge ;-> so I changed it to: "Fascist Scientologists try to block free speech!" This was particularly effective when there were cars with their windows rolled down stopped in front of me for the traffic light.

There was one guy who even continued to block my sign after I yelled this. I figured if he wanted to Bullet his Foot that bad, I'd help him out. Even he realized it was Not Such A Good Idea after about three shouts.

During one break, the OSA goon who had first filmed us gathering by the courthouse made a big show of taking my picture when I pulled out a cigarette and put it in my mouth.

      "Don't you want one of me lighting it?" I called as he turned and walked away.

      Late in the afternoon, a younger guy, between 17 and 19, I would guess, fairly punky, was my shadow. He was blocking my sign completely.

      I said, "I'd advise you not to block my sign."

      "Why?"

      Silence on my part.

      He did it again.

      "I'd advise you not to block my sign." Tone vaguely menacing, but not above my normal speaking voice.

      "Why?"

      So I showed him. He about jumped a foot at "fascist Scientologists," and started walking about four feet in front of me so my sign was clearly visible.

At one point (earlier), I made my 180 at the end of the block, and about four Scientologists held their signs together overlapping, completely obscuring both me and my sign.

Unfortunately for them, traffic was backed up enough that there was a car stopped in the crosswalk right in front of us.

With its windows rolled down.

      "Fascist Scientologists try to block free speech!"
      "Fascist Scientologists try to block free speech!"
      "Look how they try to keep you from hearing the truth! They can't stand for you to hear the truth!"
      Several of the milling $cienos shouted, "What truth?"
      But I merely countered with, "fascist Scientologists try to block free speech!" two or three more times.

The damage was done.

The signs parted and the Scientologists crossed the street and left me alone.

One of the high points of the picket for me was walking the circuit with Nancy, a blind girl that flew in for the picket. She wore a sandwich board that said, "Lisa's Blood Is On The Church's Hands" with red hand-prints all over it.

Although these Flag indoctrinees were willing to stoop lower on the moral continuum than just about anyone I've ever met, and I fully expected to hear it, I didn't witness one comment about how "she pulled it in."

I think they were actually kind of freaked out by seeing her there. I didn't hear her get any insults that I remember.

The biggest lesson I learned that afternoon was I understood that to heavily indoctrinated Scientologists the word "hypocrisy" has a double meaning:

  1. As it relates to wogs, it's a button they can try to push. They seemed to have figured out that nobody without "training" likes to think of themselves as a hypocrite.
  2. As it relates to heavily indoctrinated Scientologists, it's a way of life.
There were two particularly glaring examples of this on Saturday. The first was my young part-time handler (mentioned more in the Vigil post), who was one of the throng totally blocking my sign in the incident described above.

After most of them crossed the street and we moved on, he said,
      "That really took a lot of courage, to tell a lie like that."
Even though he'd been standing right there blocking my free speech.

At the Vigil, a pretty Scientologist in her twenties came stomping up to me.

      "Scientologists don't hurt people," she spat, and then blew out my candle and moved quickly on.
      "You idiot," I thought, "you just hurt me by doing that."

Ray Randolph and I decided that their regging motto ought to be,
"Join Scientology and learn to be an asshole!"

When drb and I got back to the courthouse, there were two OSA stooges parked right behind my rented car, making a big show of taking pictures of it and writing down the license number.

We of course ignored them completely, making a show of putting our picket signs into the trunk right in front of them.

As we pulled away from the curb, making a U-turn, Dean said, "I wonder if they're going to follow us."

I looked in the rear-view mirror and sure enough, I saw their car making a U-turn also.

      "Hey! You can't turn right here!" said Dean suddenly, reminding me that it was one-way. I wonder if they would have followed us going the wrong way up a one-way street?

When the light changed we turned left and immediately encountered the spring-break traffic jam heading to Clearwater Beach, even at 3:30 in the afternoon. I changed lanes after we stopped, and noticed our tail changed lanes right behind me, confirming that they were indeed following us.

We had plenty of gas, and discussed leading them a merry chase, but I wanted to cruise back by the Ft. Harrison and warn any critics who were still there that we were being followed and to be careful.

When the OSA geeks passed the cops in front of the hotel, they apparently chickened out, and pulled out around us. We stopped at the corner and warned the last group of critics who were departing.

I looked up in the next block and saw our would-be stalkers making a U-turn and heading back our way, but I turned right and then right again, and we lost them.

After dropping Dean off at his hotel, I soaked in a hot bathtub for a while and washed off the two layers of sunscreen I had had to put on, then got some lunch (at 5:30 PM -- I hadn't taken a lunch break. I figured I had come 2000 miles to picket, and by god, I was going to picket!)

Then I watched the 6:00 news. We were covered on all 3 local channels, although I missed the first one. The best coverage was on ABC, where they had the sound bite of the NOW people and a short interview with Jeff J.

The other station showed almost exclusively the Scieno's signs, although the verbal commentary was about us.

Then a mad dash back to the courthouse for the vigil, where I arrived about 5 minutes late, but was still the first one there.

Prignillius

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Clearwater: Spartan Silence
Prignillius [12 Mar 1997]

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March 11, 1997
[from Prignillius]

The thing that really freaked them out about me the most is that I absolutely refused to talk to them.

I geared myself into the mindset of a batter at the plate, a man with a purpose to accomplish who tunes out the heckling of the crowd.

Except I didn't tune out their flak.

I was quite interested in everything the Scientologists said to me, and what I remember, you will also get to hear. And I hope you find it interesting as well.

It'll be in the post, "Clearwater: Pushing Buttons".

Aside from what's quoted below, and in the the other posts, I only remember talking to Scientologists a couple of times during the course of the day.

The first time I spoke was when a late-adolescent girl who was trying to block my sign tried so hard that she didn't look where she was going and smacked into a streetlamp pole.

I admit, I flunked.

I reacted.

I stopped dead and grabbed her elbow, steadying her as she staggered back into me.
      "Oh, are you all right?" I asked, my voice full of concern.
      "I don't think so," she said. She seemed a little dazed.

I was nauseated to hear three or four of her fellow Church members actually laughing out loud at her, ridiculing her for having run into the pole.
      "Well, maybe you'd better sit down for a while," I suggested, but then moved on, as I wanted to appear a model picketer at all times in the eyes of the cops, and about the only thing they seemed really concerned about was that people keep moving at all times.

Later, at the end of the Vigil when we were trying to gather our forces and make sure no one had disappeared, and asked him if we could wait for the others, I heard one cop say, his voice very sympathetic and regretful,
      "You can't block the sidewalk."

He did let us stand just to one side of the sidewalk, however, which I think was technically just as questionable legally.

[Note to fanatics: I know virtually nothing about law. You telling me won't help.]

- From that point on, especially when preceded by enthusiastic sign-blocker-wannabes in the underage set, I told them, "Watch where you're going," a couple of times when I thought it might prevent a fall.

At one point, soon after the complete-blockage-on-the-corner incident, the bitch I mentioned before was talking to another Rondroid.
      "Why is he here?"
      "Why are you here?"
      "He doesn't talk."
      "Yes he does. I heard him talk to one of those... [fishes for word] ones," she ended lamely.
      "I've only heard him say three [sic] words."
The "sic" was confirmed after I yelled my FSTTBFS line, and she said, "Those are the three words."

On one of my first breaks, I was accosted by some Scientologist woman in her 30s somewhere. She started haranguing me about how I didn't know Lisa but she did, and Lisa would hate what we were doing if she were here today and who the hell was I to come onto their property and blah, blah, blah...

After I didn't react at all, but just stood looking straight ahead, she implied I couldn't hear her, so I looked right at her, doing blinkless TR-0.
      She blinked a lot, several times in the first minute.
      "Do you think you're doing TRs?" she asked at one point of her monologue. I didn't react to this in any way. I think we both knew who was intimidating who here.
      "Maybe he's Rogue Agent," she continued at anther point.       "Naw. Rogue Agent is a homeless person. How could a homeless person afford to come down here from Boston?

" I think it was this encounter that led to the assignment of my personal handler. After I had put up with him for about forty minutes, I decided to take another break.

The Australian accompanied me.

I was thirsty enough that I let him see where I was stashing my water bottle. And no, they didn't put poison in it when I wasn't looking, although perhaps it's more that they didn't think of it rather than that they were somehow morally unwilling to do something like that to me.
      "Do you smoke, man? Do you smoke?"

I saw him out of the corner of my eye shaking his cigarette pack up and down at me with a cigarette sticking out the top, offering it to me.

I ignored him completely, walked around a small corner to the stairway up to a public building that stands next to the Ft. Harrison Hotel, pulled out a cigarette, lit it, and sat down on the steps with my feet on the ground level.

He had followed me, and now squatted down against the wall, facing me at 90 degrees. I think he might have wanted to sit down next to me on the step, but my Prignillian girth prevented that (IIRC, the width of the stairway, that is).

[Note to the fanatic: I am not advocating other people smoke cigarettes. I am also not advocating that you attempt to force anti-smoking views on me.]

I decided to TR-0 him.

He was much better at it than the girl had been, but after about 3 minutes, he blinked, and I couln't prevent the flicker of a mocking smile from dancing over my lips, silently but loudly communicating to him the message, "Flunk! Start over!"

He was clearly afraid of me. His lower lip quivered uncontrollably, slightly but quite evident to me, as we continued our little "training session."

After another couple of minutes, during which he blinked several times, I got tired of it and started looking straight ahead again (parallel to a line drawn through his shoulders), relaxed and enjoyed my cigarette.

It was obvious I was in control of the situation. I had out-TR-0'ed him, and when I was finished with him, I dropped him like an insignificant bit of dried leaf.

But my eyes really stung. I had forgotten how hard blinkless TR- 0 is.

[BTW, a note for the experience-collectors: Dennis Erlich, says that his daughter had her sense of humor permanently excised due to TR-0. My permanent "damage" from learning to do blinkless TR- 0 (for 2 hours) is less severe, in fact rather harmless in my estimation, but present nonetheless on what is apparently a rather involuntary level.

I don't blink very much.

In fact, I've had two different dental hygenists tell me that I didn't blink the entire time I was in the chair. Once was for 35 minuutes, and the other time for about 20. I think they're wrong, I think I did blink, but probably not more than 10 or 20 times.]

I had trouble all day long getting sunscreen in my eyes. So they were already irritated to begin with. But they were really watering by the time I finished with my personal handler.

With my expertise at blinkless TR-0 and my ability to easily and consistently withstand any kind of bullbaiting they threw my way, I'm certain they were convinced I'm an ex-member.

[Note to those who don't know: I was never a member of Scientology. I did the Comm Course with a squirrel in 1971.]

One side of my sign, which read, "Stop abusing ex-members" or something to that effect, may have added to this impression in their minds.

(In case you're interested, the other side of my sign, the one I kept constantly facing the street read, "Stop Scientology Human Rights Abuses Now!" Thanks to the unknown [to me] suppressive who printed these out.)

I also spoke twice, not to specific Scientologists, but to the crowd of them. Twice I ran into Xenu. Each time I said quite loudly,
      "Hey, Xenu! Did you really implant all those people 76 million years ago?"

The next time I talked to a $cieno was just before we were leaving the picket. Several people had already hung up their signs and were standing around socializing (or comisserating) with each other.

But it wasn't three o'clock yet, and I was going to picket until 3:00.

There was a little weaselly PI who had been hassling us all day.
      "Hey, man, they've all left. You're gonna miss your ride. Hang it up, man. You've missed your ride back to the hotel. I'm just trying to do you a favor here."

I could see very clearly that "my friends" had not left. In fact, Mark Dallara was walking right towards me at that very moment. Besides, I had my own car. I *was* my ride back to the hotel.

He began speaking with exaggerated slowness and enunciation. "Your. Friends. Have. All. Left. Do you understand English?"

I looked him right in the eye.
      "Yes!" I spat, and he jumped.
I wanted him to be sure and understand that I was not-responding to him by choice, rather than because of any lack of ability.
      "Jeez, I'm just trying to do you a favor here. Your friends are leaving. You'll miss your ride to the hotel. Jeez. I'd guess an IQ of about 3."

The dark, oily pettiness and puerility of his harassment reminded me of something out of _Perelandra_ or _That Hideous Strength_.

The final time I spoke to a Scientologist was at the Candlelight Vigil. My personal handler, the DJ, was walking backwards in front of me, streaming his invective, and I saw he was about to trip over a root. I said, "Watch out!" and he glanced quickly over his shoulder and was able to avoid falling flat on his ass.

This was in fact the only time I spoke during the Vigil.

I'm certain that I'm the only picketer who didn't speak to the $cienos. Keith Henson told me he did much damage by talking to them, and I'm willing to accept the statement.

But personally, I couldn't see the point. It seemed to me their sole purpose was to divert me from my purpose, and I wasn't going to allow that to happen. I also didn't think they'd be very open to what I have to say about Scientology.

In addition, the amount of energy they put into handling me, and their utter failure to handle me to any degree whatsoever, I think enturbulated them even more than Xenu.

Prignillius

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Clearwater: The Vigil
Prignillius [12 Mar 1997]

Date: Wed, 12 Mar 1997 17:03:19 -0500 Message-ID: <199703122203.RAA27187@porky.athensnet.com> Subject: Clearwater: The Vigil From: dustman@athensnet.com (Dustbin Anonymous Remailer) Comments: This message was forwarded by an automated remailing service. Please report misuse to <dustman@athensnet.com> Newsgroups: alt.religion.scientology Mail-To-News-Contact: postmaster@nym.alias.net Organization: mail2news@nym.alias.net Lines: 263 Xref: szdc alt.religion.scientology:163361
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12 Mar 1997
[from Prignillius]

This is the hard post to write. Every time I relive the event in my mind, I get depressed again. The word that I think most aptly expresses my feeling about the entire experience is "horror." Cold, flesh-crawling, gut- wrenching queasy horror.

Unlike how I felt about the picket, I was most emphatically *not* emotionally prepared for the experience of the Candlelight Vigil for Lisa McPherson.

The harassment began as soon as we gathered at the courthouse. Jeff Jacobsen, the Keeper of the Suppressive Candles, was a bit late arriving, and while we were standing around two OSA goons came up and began hassling us.
      "Where's the candles?"
      "Is this really going to happen?"

Several people, including Gary Scarff and Steve Fishman made a few snappy comebacks. One of the OSAs said,
      "How are you going to keep candles lit in this wind?"
      Dave Touretzky said, "We're at cause over wind."       The OSA jerk said, "I guess that depends on what kind of wind you're talking about," and he and his buddy started making farting references and laughing derisively.

But mostly we ignored them, and eventually they withdrew about a hundred feet and talked on their walkie-talkies, disappointed that they hadn't caused the enturbulation they were sent to perform.

I gave a brief summary of the TV news clips, including Leisa Goodman's comment.
      "That's *Doctor* Reject to you," said Dave Touretzky.

We marched over in a single-file line, trying to show some kind of solemnity and respect for the dead. Lawrence Wollersheim implied he had made some kind of deal with them, that they'd stay in front of the Ft. Harrison, and we'd stay on the sidewalk in front of the park across the street.

As soon as we rounded the corner, it was obvious that the deal had fallen through. There were already over 200 Rondroids milling about, and more pouring out of the Ft. Harrison every minute. None of them held any candles.

I couldn't believe the level of disrespect for Lisa's memory that was demonstrated by the Scientologists. Especially nauseating was that I was being accused of not respecting her memory by people who were performing incredibly disrespectful acts while I was trying to show my respect for her. Ravening wolves accusing a lamb of being a wolf. Talk about a double-curved reply.

Almost immediately after we got our candles lit and started walking, one of the Scieno's blew out a demonstrator's candle with an exaggerated fake sneeze. Amid cat-calls of "Hey! Good one! hyuk-hyuk-hyuk," the holder of the candle (I think it was Ray Randolph or maybe Mark Dallara) said loudly and pointedly, "Just like you did to Lisa's life."

I also had my candle blown out (but only once) as I described in another post.

As I moved through the crowd, I kept repeating over and over in my mind, "This is for you, Dell. And you, Lisa." I was overwhelmed with sadness, and found it very difficult to keep from crying.

Every time I thought I should just leave, I thought about Dell Liebreich. And Marina Chong, as I had promised her I would walk a few circuits for her, since she was unable to attend the picket herself. I was doing this vigil because I believed in it, but I was also doing it for them, and thinking about them gave me renewed strength of purpose to continue in spite of the horror.

I managed to keep my dignity while being divebombed by a flock of gabbling carrion fowl. The number of Rondroids in attendance was in my estimation greater than 500. We were literally surrounded by them, completely isolated from each other in a milling throng of smug, playground- style detractors.

It reminded me of going to a rock concert at the moment when they let everybody in: a pressing multitude in which it was impossible not to constantly brush up against or run into other people.

The only good thing about being in such a tight crowd was that it really helped keep the candles lit. Contrary to dst's claim, we were at cause over neither wind nor candle flames, but the press of people blocked the wind very nicely. It was only at the ends of the mob that I had much trouble with my candle going out.

The closest I came to an altercation was when several girls pulled their rush-around-in-front-of-me-and-then- stop-dead trick. Rather than put up with it, I just forced my way through them.
      "Hey, quit shoving!"
      "Quit pushing!"
      "Hey!
      "Hey!"
Their voices were getting more agitated and violent. But then I was free, and walking ahead of all of them again, so I don't really know what (if anything) happened in the knot behind me.

The first person to engage in any prolonged harassment of me was my youth handler, the guy 17-19 years old who had accused me of religious persecution at the picket. He was definitely the most rabid and intense of all the harassers I came in contact with.

Now he moved in on me in earnest.
      "How can you justify persecuting a religion? You're no better than a Nazi. You're a Neo-Nazi. What are you going to do next, kill 10 million Scientologists?"

I must admit that this was the only time during the whole day when I actually had an emotional reaction to something a Scientologist said to me. He had successfully pushed one of my buttons, although I did not indicate it to him. But it really got to me to be called a Nazi, after I have spent so much effort and soul- searching in clarifying and understanding my position, opposing and resisting Scientology without hatred of or unfairness toward individual Scientologists for the past two years.

I knew it was a double-curve, I knew it was hypocritical on his part, but it kind of got to me nonetheless.

For the last 20 or 25 minutes of the Vigil, I once again had my own personal handler. I have no idea who he was. He was about 5'6" tall and quite stocky, about my age with light brown hair, built kind of like a wrestler. I know he was some high-up OSA, as the other $cienos held him in awe.

As he began to walk beside me, he just waved his hand slightly from side to side down by his hip and others backed off. At one point we went around a tree, and one of the droids tried to plant himself in front of me by the usual trick.

But he was a little too slow.
      "Hey, quit pushing!" he shouted as I passed him by, not even touching him.
      "He's not pushing," said my handler quickly. "Give him some room here."
And the droid slunk off without another word.

For at least the last 20 minutes of the Vigil, the guy was walking backwards directly in front of me, spewing a non-stop stream of harassment and invective. He should have been a disk jockey. I have never heard anyone talk so non-stop for such an extended period.

At one point we walked past a couple of cops. I glanced at him meaningfully, and then eyed the cops with a prolonged pleading expression. A few minutes later, one of the cops came up and said,
      "Hey, will you back off and give this man some room to walk?"
But the effect of this warning was short-lived, and soon he was back right in my face walking backwards in front of me.

Finally our candles were burned down to nubbins, and it was mercifully time to leave. This time, I don't think anyone was wishing it had lasted just a little longer.

As we walked back to the courthouse, we heard an uproarious cheer from the park behind us, like at a football stadium when the home team scores.

I felt physically ill, like I was going to throw up.

      "Hip hip hooray," I sneered lugubriously.
      "Another Big Win for the Church of Scientology."
The power of Keeping Scientology Working had driven away the eevile SPs. Those horrible people who were actually expressing concern, respect and compassion for someone who had "dropped the body."

The thing that depressed me so much was to see people, loving joyous creations of God who had had all the things that make human beings valuable trained out of them. They have atrophied their hearts, leaving only an empty shell shallower than the thickness of a piece of paper.

No compassion, no caring, no love, nothing but petty mannikins delighting in vicious one-upmanship and rejoicing in doing damage to others unfortunate enough to come into contact with them.

What an outlook on life. This is how the able are made more able.

Standing around at the courthouse waiting to leave, Ray Randolph and I came to the conclusion that their recruitment slogan ought to be, "Join Scientology. Learn to be an asshole."

After the Vigil, I was so depressed that I didn't want to sit in my hotel room alone. Besides, one of the critics I had most hoped to meet in Clearwater was Maggie Council, who had been unable to come to either the picket or the Vigil because she was playing a gig over in Tampa. Several of the suppressives expressed a desire to go. I accompanied Jeff Lee, Nancy, Tashback, Ron Newman and Bill Winfield to see her perform.

Due to dawdling and not having our act together, we were late, and missed the gig. But we had an extrememly enjoyable time at Maggie's house, watching 6 clips from local news broadcasts (I made the 11:00 news! Apparently the reporters thought it unusual that someone would walk backwards in front of me for a 20 minute harangue.) and sitting around in her back yard discussing the past 3 years of a.r.s and Scientology in Clearwater.

When we returned to the hotel where most of the demonstrators were staying, at about 1:30 AM, there were two OSA goons strolling the parking lot, one of whom was the first guy who filmed us gathering for the picket that morning.

All in all, it was one of the most depressing experiences of my entire life.

Prignillius

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Marina's Manor